AndriaExtraordinary

Everything I do will never be enough and everything I say will never be enough for you. You look right at me yet you look right through me, the invisible girl once again. You hold me in your arms but it's only a dream and I am the dreamer once more. Everything I write will never be enough and every apology will never be enough to forgive you. You look in my eyes yet you never see the broken pieces inside of me. You see everything but it means nothing and I can't hold on anymore. You never let me in, I never let you in. Everything I am well never be good enough.

In class again but nodding off the clock doesn't move and the bell never rings I'm trapped, somebody let me out I want to scream I want to escape I need my drug but I can't have it here he's not here I need him before I go crazy I'm having withdrawal my being yearns for one thing and only one thing one thing I cannot have. Loving it hating it I'm an addict I won't lie. Burn away the memories become new again a rebirth the sky is gone I stand fifty feet tall but only for a while. Dreams are my saviors save me once again.

Here we sit, in the same place that I slept last night. Some kid movie is playing on the TV but I'm not paying attention. I think it's about dragons. And really it wasn't so much sitting as it was being tangled in each other. His arm around me and the other draped across my waist our fingers intertwined my hand creeps across his chest and lays to rest my eyes see him through strands of hair he brushes away. I whisper softly in his ear "I love you." He speaks just as softly barely more than a breath I love you too. And our lips touch and our cheeks brush and I smile, can he tell? We move slowly softly gently

Do you remember the very first night we spent together? Hiding in bushes and laying in the grass, beneath our star-strewn sky. Do you remember those few stolen moments, when we snuck away? Our only light was from the lamp on the floor. Do you remember the first time we kissed? Safe in your arms, your heart beats against mine, the euphoria sets in. Do you remember the afternoon behind school, you waited just to see me? And I remember what happened as we parted. Do you remember how it felt? It was only a small taste, and you could have had more if you wanted. Do you remember how it all ended and how you broke my heart? Tears fall and eyeli